Summer Haze

An Ensemble of Autonomous Writings

Shoe-Loops
Part 1 - 619 words

 
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Austin, Sheila, Taylor, Shawn, Sheila, Taylor, Austin, Taylor, Sheila, Shawn. Which way does it go? Who’s with who? Or more importantly, who’s supposed to be with who?" Said Hillary as she walked home from school, "They’re all in a big mess. Shawn’s going out with Taylor, but Taylor also likes Austin, and Austin likes Taylor, but Austin’s going out with Sheila, and Sheila likes Shawn, and Shawn likes Sheila, but Shawn’s going out with Taylor, and it just goes around and around."

"Hillary, just stop." I said as we all walked home, "I think Sheila’s cute but I love Taylor, that’s the bottom line."

"But Taylor likes Austin."

"Yeah, but she loves me. Just leave it be. It’ll all work itself out if we all just stop talking about it." I couldn’t stand this. Taylor and I had been going out for three years now. We were in love, and we knew it. But the fights hadn’t ended after the party. I walked in on her making out with Austin. Who knows what else had happened with them before that fateful night? That was three weeks ago. We had thought about breaking up, but after three years, couples seem to think that they can survive anything, we thought we could. We stayed together and worked it out together. But I couldn’t get it out of my mind. It was surly one hell of a shit situation.

When I got home, I slipped in a couple pieces of toast, and poured myself a glass of milk. My mom wasn’t home yet, wouldn’t be for another half hour, three-thirty. I had made plans to hang out with Nick. I left a note for my mom, telling her that I’d be home for dinner. I jumped into my shoes and tossed a sweater over myself. It was chilly outside, mostly because of the wind.


Nick and I played a couple video games, and watch a movie. Still, after the enjoyment of Guitar Hero, and the hilarity of Superbad, I couldn’t get it out of my mind. Three years with Taylor and she did that. I couldn’t trust her anymore, especially around Austin.

I got on Nicks computer and logged onto MSN. Taylor was online. Her name made me regret what I was about to do. Taylor - If I could go back in time, I’d make you ONLY mine - ily Shawn. I opened a conversation window and hesitated after typing a single letter.

"Hey." I typed.

"Hey hunny." She replied.

"What’s up?"

"Nm n u?"

"Nuthin, just hangin with Nick."

"Icic."

That was it. That was all I could say. I sat there staring at the text box for ten minutes. I didn’t know how I could possibly say this. It’s harder than you’d think. I hit a few keys, but Nick’s computer lagged a little. I waited for it to unfreeze, and by the time it had, she had said it herself.

"I think we should take a break, c other ppl."

"What?" I said, as though I was completely surprised, and as though I wasn’t about to say the same thing myself. But I was, I did think we should see other people, I did think we needed a break, I just had no idea she was thinking the same thing.

"I guess you’re right." I said. And that was it. There was nothing else said. I exited out from the box and looked at her name. It had been twenty seconds, and she had already changed her name to Taylor - We had no other choice. And she had taken the ily Shawn out of her name.

So, I guess that was it, we were broken up, we were "Seeing other people."

Part 2 - 737 words

It had been a week. Teresa and Austin were looking quite chummy in the halls, and apparently he and Sheila had broken up as well. I got to school in the morning. The bell was minutes from ringing. I walked up the stairs and took a turn. My backpack swung with my body. I looked at my feet and shuffled about. I looked up and right in front of me, just a short distance down the hallway was Teresa. I gain speed and kept my eyes on her. As much as I thought we shouldn’t be in a relationship, I still wanted to be friends. I was steps away from her locker, when Austin came around the other corner. He had some books in his hands and a smile on his face. I took a quick curve around them, pretending that I didn’t notice them together.

That hurt. I got down the hallway and looked around my shoulder. Austin was reaching over her shoulder, slipping his books into her locker. She smiled at him and blushed as he knowingly got closer to her. With his head just inches behind her shoulder I kept close attention to his eye line. HE LOOKED AT HER ASS! Fucker.

My head was around for a significant amount of time. It was inevitable that I’d bump into someone. My bag dropped from my shoulder, and I nearly lost balance. I could see that their books had fallen from their hands and spread out among the floor. I dropped myself, picking up my backpack, slinging it around my shoulder, and gathering up a few of their papers. I know that this seems a little cliche, but it did actually happen. When I looked up, handing the papers over, I saw a beautiful brunet, small button nose, and thin lips. It was Sheila, as you probably expected.

She looked at me and smile. Her eyes glassed over, and her cheeks rosied up. I almost thought she was going to kiss me. And godamnit I wanted to kiss her. It was probably just out of jealousy.

"Hey." I said, stammering a little.

"Hey." She said. Her cheeks grew redder. I have to admit that I was quite flattered.

"What’s up?"

"Nuthin, just going to class." She nervously giggled.

"Oh! What about you?"

"Same thing, just goin to class."

"Yeah, of course." She looked around, waiting for something to happen, I could think of anything else I could say, anything else I could ask. She nodded her head.

"Yeah, well I guess I should go." She said.

"Yeah, me too." I took a step around her, but she came in like she was going to give me a hug. It was awkward, and we didn’t end up hugging.

After class I gather up my belongings and left the room. My locker was right beside the door. I spun in my combination, 43, 26, 5. I pulled, but it didn’t budge. I twisted the dial around a couple times and retried. 43, 26, 5. This time it slipped open. I curled the ring out from the slot, and hooked it around the rim of my pocket. I grabbed my coat and threw it on, adjusting my collar. I exchanged a few books in my locker, slipped them in my backpack, and slammed the metal door shut. I hooked the lock back into the slot and clicked it in.

Usually I would walk home with Teresa, but not today, not after the breakup. I popped in my headphones and pressed play. I guess it was at the end of a song because all I could hear was the fading out of a guitar. I reached in my pocket and tried to press the skip button, but instead I pressed the play/pause one. My headphones went silent. In confusion I reached into my pocket to pull out my iPod. Every few seconds I would looked up. I wouldn’t want to run into someone else.

Teresa and Austin were walking in front of me. It couldn’t have been too serious between them. We’d only been broken up for a week, and we had dated for three years. Of course she would need some time, but as I watched them walking home, my heart sunk beep into my body. A few giggles here and there, and smiles on both their faces. I watched in terror as they humbly grasped each other’s hands.